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Thursday, March 15, 2007
We've got barely a week left for the second sem and yet I don't feel the pressure... yet. And I just feel a bit out of touch lately. I feel so lost.
Posted at 07:47 pm by oscilleitions
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Friday, March 09, 2007
I haven't been posting lately.
Not that there's nothing to say! It's just that, it feels so much better to keep quiet for a while. And share them... .. and talk about them... ...and relive them during the not so good times. I'm about to turn 20. In so many ways, I still feel like a kid. And in so many ways, I'd like to be childlike (much like Daniel!) - carefree, no hang-ups, always cheerful (with or without problems!), and stress-free. I'm not asking for a problemless life, just a better point of view this time. ***** I was teaching Daniel how to determine which months have 30 days and so I said "gamitin mo kasi yung knuckles mo, yung month na nasa buto (january, march, etc) 31 days, yung sa gitna naman tumapat, 30 days. o ikaw naman." He looked at his fat, chubby hands and told me, "Wala akong knuckles eh". True enough, the knuckles were barely obvious! Haha, my cute brother with his pudgy little hands, is just so lovable. I love kids! 
Posted at 04:00 pm by oscilleitions
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
I got over the 132 exam (as far as taking it is concerned; i didn't faint during the exam, anyway. getting the results is another matter).
i still can't accept my 141 standing, but I'll get over it soon.
we're halfway through the busiest weeko f February (not the UP fair, but CS week).
the campaign period has started.
oh, and my program, it's... not YET cooperating.
so much to do, so little time.
whew.
right now, just getting through each day is a huge accomplishment.
living and surviving? they're two different things.
and i just realized that this week.
Posted at 07:48 pm by oscilleitions
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
"Love has its limits."
- Dr. Cristina Yang, Grey's Anatomy
"Lei, you never cross the line when you see it. You know when to stop and say no."
- Kristina Bautista
Really?
Posted at 09:01 am by oscilleitions
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Monday, January 08, 2007
May the Force (and happiness and strength and love) be with me!
Yey! I finished my program (my Fortran FORCE program ok? hehe). Well, I finished it awhile ago - no more bugs, errors, or wrong values whatsoever - but I just got home. Anyway, I'm just glad I had it straightened out - mali lang pala yung na-input kong formula para sa slope kaya mali yung nakukuha kong equation ng line (this is geekness, unless you're one of my Physics classmates). Oh, but it's fun! Ang saya magprogram. Geekness again, I wonder what my non-Physics friends would say. Haha! Anyway, as mentioned earlier, I just got home - from the World Pyro Olympics Competition. And it was B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L (ok, you get the idea) beyond words. Haha happy . Kasama pa buong pamilya, double happiness. We rarely get to spend time as a whole family these days because we're all busy. Ay buhay nga naman. Anyway, I'm just really happy these days - contented, at peace, no pressure! Alam ko hindi naman palaging ganito, so ine-enjoy ko na muna habang ok pa. Sabi ko nga sa council meeting kahapon, so far wala pang masamang nangyayari sa akin ngayong taon, thank God. Actually, beyond happiness, what I really wish for is enough strength of character to keep me going through good (so as not to be too complacent) and not so good times! Pwede pa namang maging masaya kahit na bulok ang mga nangyayari sayo. At syempre, aside from enough strength, sana enough, or more than enough, sige na nga, wala nang pakeme, overflowing love. Haha, Oh yes. In all forms ha, para masaya ang buhay. Who wouldn't want that? Ok, I need to sleep now. Long week ahead! Lunes na!!!
Posted at 01:24 am by oscilleitions
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Hope is a two-sided coin. It is fragile; it is tough.
Posted at 04:10 pm by oscilleitions
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
I've been "blog"-away for too long. I want to keep my mouth shut right now.. so no talk (make that no senseless talk!!!) for the moment. Just want to let my friends know i'm alive and enjoying the break. Special mention goes out to my friends in the sisterhood (i would have said sorority then I suddenly remembered that fae and tere belong in a real one): Tina
Jade
Tere
Fae
Clara
Fat
Jen
Hi girls! Let's have our Christmas get-together!!! What do you say? I say parrrr-ty all the way!!!
Posted at 02:48 pm by oscilleitions
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Gusto mo bang mag-aral? then read my senseless post!
Ako ay isang taong walang oras. Wala na. Kakainin na ng KaSCIyahan ang mga Miyerkules at Sabado ko. At pati ng PA dahil sa dambuhalang poster ng mga... ng ano nga ba? Basta may kailangan daw gawin. Eh hindi naman ako magaling sa ganoon. Magaling lang ako mag-utos (kasi may naloloko). Tapos lab. Pero ayos lang ang lab. Kasi all you need is lab. Tapos wala na. Wala na. WALA NA. zeeeeeroooooo! Gusto ko lang naman ng oras. Oras para mag-aral. Oras para sa 132. 132. Gusto kong mag-aral. At wala akong pake kung ayaw niyo. Kaya bigyan niyo ako ng oras dahil kung hindi... Belat! *** Haha. Hindi ata bagay sa akin magpaka-brat. experimental post. Haha as if naman. aral pa rin. nag-aral nga ako kanina sa maayusin court. alright. nerdyak na to. hohoho. ansaya. alright. ok i am not making sense anymore. next post magfifreaking stupid english na ulit ako. haha. Belat belat belat!!! Tama na! Wag ka na magbasa ng post ko! Mag-aaral na ako at mag-aral ka na rin! Mag-aral na nga tayong lahat!
Posted at 11:12 pm by oscilleitions
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
Everything's a blur, right?
My Physics friends and I went partying two nights ago (Tuesday) and well, things didn't go as I planned, and I broke my own rule. Sabi ko, I'll have just a few sips but no, I had too much.. so there. Sorry friends, nadyahe ko pa tuloy kayo with my "Lei-gone-crazy" speeches. Sorry, my fault Pero sabi naman nila ok lang daw. So hindi na ko gaanong nagi-guilty. Still, next time, pang-videoke na lang talaga ako. No more moments, if you know what I mean. haha. And thanks for putting up with me I really appreciate it... (Oo, alam kong binabasa niyo ang blog ko! Akala niyo!...) Anyway, I don't know if somebody is playing a joke on me because if he/she is, it definitely is not good. Nakakainis kaya, you shouldn't do something that you don't mean. But if it's not a joke, I think I wouldn't know what to do either. What to do? 
Posted at 03:35 pm by oscilleitions
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Monday, November 06, 2006
Enrolment (for me) officially starts tomorrow, but I have to go to school today for CSSC activities. Naturally, I'd have to wake up early. And wake up early, I did; way too early, in fact. So with so much time in my hands, I just remembered numerous things in this early morning - with Lei and Lei alone. Mahirap pag mag-isa, masyadong maraming naiisip. I thought of you, dear friend, and our little conversation just a few days ago. In this entire weekend, much of my thoughts were on you. Oh my, too much has changed!! No, we aren't kids anymore. But, we're still friends. That much I can assure you. We're friends no matter what, ok?  I miss Davao, everything I've done there, and all the wonderful people I met. I miss the clean air, the clean roads, the entire clean city!!! And it's not just the place I miss; it would be misleading to say that. It's the entire sense of peace (even if ironically, we weren't supposed to feel that) I felt in Davao. Everything was right because we were fighting for what was right. Nung andun ako, everything in me clicked into place. Never in this entire year have I felt so alive... and I realized that that's exactly how I want to feel about my work (and life in general). Yung passionate ako, yung kaya kong ipaglaban yung ginagawa kahit na alam mo na maraming obstructions, problems, etc. Yung alam ko na wala akong regrets. That's not exactly how I feel right now. Hay, God, I miss that feeling. And because the "Davao feeling" isn't exactly what I feel right now, I remembered my little enrolment dilemma. Ok, back to reality, my BIG dilemma. No more "bahala na". I have to make a clear-cut decision by tomorrow. Pure or applied? My Physics friends will understand. Oh yes, guys, I am seriously thinking about it. At wala nang atrasan when I reach my inevitable decision. God, give me strength. *pasintabi kay Sheryl Crow, let me borrow a line from your song, ok?
Posted at 04:18 am by oscilleitions
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