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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
IM BACK, I'm back, I'm back!!! Sa totoo lang, nung friday (oct27) ng umaga pa ako nakabalik, kaso parang nagka-GASC hangover ako, so... I decided not to post yet, unless magmukha at tumunog weirdo ako. Ngayong (medyo!) lipas na ang pagka-fascinate ko sa aking (aming) Davao at GASC adventure ay magkukwento na ako. Amazing man ang Davao, gyud (with the correct intonation pa yan)!  Ang linis, walang gaanong kalat, ang friendly at hospitable ng mga tao, hindi nanloloko ang mga taxi driver, at mura ang patak ng metro ng taxi (pag non-aircon, piso ang patak), mura din ang pagkain, maraming prutas, buhay ang nightlife (although di namin gaanong na-experience) at syempre... NO SMOKING in public places. Hay happiness, sana lang ganun kaganda ang Maynila diba?... Ang sarap magroad trip at mag-enjoy. Road trip nga kami eh (ako, ishi, jimbo, at noel). Ang sarap ng feeling ng mawala for an hour or so (kahit semi lang since pwede naman kaming mag-cab anytime pabalik sa tinuluyan namin). Pero syempre hindi lang naman kami pa-enjoy enjoy. We went there for business. Kaya on the second day, go UP Min na kami! Ang layo ng UP Mindanao! Malayo na nga ang Mintal sa Downtown Davao, eh kelangan mo pa pumasok sa kaloob-looban ng Mintal. Pero ayos lang naman. Kakaibang experience talaga para sakin. So anong nangyari sa GASC? Hay ang hirap magsalita ng patapos at bulgaran. Basta, marami akong natutunan. AT alam ko, ng mga councilmates ko, at ang iba pang mga tao na kaperahas ko ng paniniwala na... walang nasasayang kapag ang pinaglalaban ay ang tama at patas. Hinding-hindi ako nagsisisi na ganun ang pinaglaban namin sa GASC. No regrets, dahil iyun ang nararapat. Anyway, back dun sa part na marami akong natutunan. Haha, ang dami kong mga natutunang bagay-bagay tungkol sa parliamentary procedures, etc. This representation is overjoyed. Ang saya, sulit na sulit.  At syempre sulit din ang last day namin dahil nag-beach kami sa Samal Island. Ang ganda ng Samal. White sand... malinis ang tubig... may mga maliliit pang isdang lumalangoy. Beautiful!!! Ang pinakamasaya sa lahat, marami akong nakilala. Yung karamihan taga-ibang student council. At meron ding mga Davaoeña, tulad ni Myka at Joy na nagsilbing hosts, tour guide, at mga kaibigan, na sobrang babait at hospitable. Thank you so much!!! You made our stay in Davao very memorable. Hay, alam kong magulo, pero ayan ang kwento ng aking four day stay sa Davao. Hindi gaanong descriptive, pagod na rin kasi akong ulit-ulitin ang sarili ko. Pero pag naalala ko, grabe, ang saya-saya pa rin ng feeling. What a hangover - not just of GASC, but of the entire Davao trip - sobrang wonderful!!! "p.s." {kahit hindi naman sulat). Nakasakay na akong habal-habal. Haha so fun. At the same time nakakakaba. Something worth remembering and keeping in my happy storehouse. ***
I won't forget this trip to Davao - so memorable, eye-opening, so refreshing, extremely wonderful. I do hope that I'd be able to go back there someday. Davao, wait for me. Babalik man ako, mga gyud!!!
Posted at 12:32 am by oscilleitions
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
I'm off to Davao at 5 AM tomorrow morning... I'll be away for a few days for the GASC, which will be held at UP Mindanao in Mintal, Davao City. Wish me a safe trip, everyone! 
Posted at 05:59 pm by oscilleitions
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
This isn't mine (it's by spiritual activist and author Marianne Williamson), but I think it's worth sharing. So read on!
Our Deepest Fear by Marianne Williamson from A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
F rom this site.
Wonderful, isn't it?
**I highlighted (in bold-face type) the lines which I found particularly touching.
Posted at 09:20 pm by oscilleitions
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Bored again, Lei?
Somebody shake me, I am dozing off again! Yes. Amidst all these hell-ish requirements (that I surprisingly enjoy if only for the anxiety it brings), I am bored. People, electrify me please! (Note: electrify, as a word, may not exist**, but never mind).
Off topic: Where has all the love, where has all the love gone? Haha, ask Sheryl Crow (i so love ther song eh. sorry!). As if naman, I wouldn't be caught dead asking that question (except in jest).
**or exists at infinity where the potential is zero. What? Whatever. This is a senseless post, in case you haven't noticed.
Posted at 08:52 pm by oscilleitions
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Monday, October 02, 2006
I am getting fat in all the wrong areas these days. It's because of my poor sleeping and eating habits. Finals week is up and I've just been stress-eating and stress-"reducing-my-sleep" lately. Aaaaah! Must stop doing this. I've got to be Miss Organic again!!! And I want to wear all the sexy clothes that used to look so good on me. Oh my. What gayness. But really, I tend to be so bakla in matters of size, weight, and body. I have this dream of becoming Ms Body Beautiful (kahit sa NIP lang please). Hehe.  But really, I want to look good. No, I want to look great. Honestly! So there. I guess I really have to make up for all my pigging out sessions... GO LEI!
Posted at 06:08 pm by oscilleitions
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
Everybody, please stop the pain.
Posted at 11:15 am by oscilleitions
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
I remember the boy...
... But I don't remember the feeling anymore.
That pretty much sums up whatever I feel for the person right now. I actually miss the fun days and the sinusoidal (oscillating?) emotions, if you guys know what that means. I just don't know if I miss the person. (Sigh). My love life is too bland right now. Equilibrium, is this you?
Posted at 11:34 pm by oscilleitions
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
For all my so-called strength, I do get tired. I always try to be the best that I can possibly be, but sometimes, brain, brawn, and whatever prowess I have can only get me so far. I'm tired and I just want to forget all the cares of my world, even just for a single day. But lying down on my bed is not the proper thing to do right now, the 121 exam is tomorrow and I have to exert all of my efforts tonight to ensure that I pass it. Sometimes, when I feel this tired, when none of my energy can make me get up and do the right thing, when everything that makes it worth doing loses meaning, I try to remember that once, I almost lost my life in an accident, and I won't allow myself to lose it again, this time by going down the drain. Then, I try to imagine that someone -someone far, far away- is pulling my strings, asking me to get up. I do not know who that someone is, but he exists. The thought is enough to get me by, to realize that somewhere, someone out there can breathe life into me, by just being. Beyond the horizon, someone can make my motor work when I can't anymore. Beyond the horizon, there is life-giving strength. Beyond the horizon, wherever you are, I blindly obey you and I shall meet all horizons and cross all borders to meet you. ***
Posted at 08:14 am by oscilleitions
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
The CSSC had its team building activity last night. It was ok, just ok, because a lot of people were not in it. It can, and I do hope it gets better next team building. But of course, it was a good start!
After the team building, Patrick, Ishi, and I then went to Ishi's house in Ortigas. And then we talked, and talked, and talked until it was five in the morning. I was able to realize a lot of things during our long conversation. And, well I enjoyed talking to both of them. Then we went to Something Fishy at 5 AM. Then, sunrise. Haha, sinikataan na kami ng araw. After that we went back to Ishi's and slept.
I really realized a lot of things last night and it feels like I've come from an entirely different place, eager to face the world I am accustomed to with a better perspective. I feel a deep sense of serenity and contentedness. This is the way I want to live - to be at peace with myself and with everything and everyone around me.
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Ang sarap mabuhay kapag alam mong may saysay ang buhay mo.
Posted at 01:17 pm by oscilleitions
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
And it's not about me.
It's about Kristina's whirlwind romance, and I just can't believe it.
But then again, fact is sometimes more shocking than ficition.
And for that, Kristina, I support you! Specially since, I do believe that we were meant for older guys. Haha.
Ah basta. Kinikilig ako para sa 'yo Tina Vauts!!!
And it's not going to wear off any time soon!!!
Posted at 08:52 pm by oscilleitions
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